I ran outside in December!
It was, I will admit, unseasonably mild today. When I checked the forecast on Friday and saw that it was going to be in the 50s today, I thought, “I hope I feel better by Sunday. Gotta try to make a December run on the trail, if I can. How cool would that be?”
I woke up today at around 7 AM, not sure whether I was well enough to go outside. I don’t have a fever or anything too serious. But I do have a bit of a cough and I’m not one to exercise while being sick, so I wasn’t sure if going out for a run would only make things worse.
And then when I read there was a wind advisory in effect, I started to talk myself out of it. I spent close to an hour reading up on how to run when it’s windy and whether you should even attempt to run while being sick.
I don’t know what’s happened to me. A part of me felt that I was not going to witness a day like this later on in the month and I really wanted the ~*milestone*~ of having run outside in December. I don’t know if this is a runner thing or just a Rafia thing.
I gargled some salt water, took some cough medicine, and said “Bismillah” on my way out the door. On my drive to the trail, I made a little dua: “Oh Allah, if I start to feel worse or can’t breathe, please give me the fortitude to stop, no matter how far I make it.”
Alhamdulillah, the dua worked, because I was able to complete a 10K!
I told myself I was going to take it easy – with the wind resistance and being sick, I really didn’t have a choice.
Honestly, the biggest hassle was my “sport” hijab. I thought that by wearing my new Longhorns cap on top, things would stay in place. They did not. I’m pretty sure my hair was exposed from the back at least some of the time, even though I kept on adjusting it every few minutes. I even lost my ponytail somewhere along the way. Because of my frequent headaches, I try not to put too much pressure on my hair. But while running with hijab, it makes things a bit, well, let’s just say, less than ideal. I thought by supporting a Muslim company, I was being more ethical than buying Nike’s sport hijab. I’m still not sure if the latter will be any better. Maybe this will just be my (somewhat) unique struggle with running.
I like to think with the wind (I got a headwind the last half), not feeling 100% so consciously not pushing myself too far, constantly adjusting my hijab, earbuds, and hoodie, that’s why I didn’t beat my PR. But it certainly was not my slowest 10k (granted, this was my third time running this distance), so I feel great, Alhamdulillah.
Regardless, I ran outside in December! I feel less anxious than I did earlier this week about this whole “running” thing :)
P.S. Because 50 degrees is still cold for me, I wore my purple Roots hoodie, along with my new purple winter-ready jogging pants — another thing about exercising in hijab, finding appropriate pants is difficult. All the running pants they make for women are leggings. So, when I saw these roomy-in-the-thighs-yet-tapered-enough-at-the-ankles-so-I-don’t-trip-and-fall pants AND they were purple, I bought them. Because of my lack of foresight in purchasing yet another purple item, I looked like the Peculiar Purple Pieman of Porcupine Peak today. Actually, he looks less cartoon-ish than I did. But then again, I have dressed up as a cow in public, so this might actually be normal for me.