Ruminating on rumination

I had all four wisdom teeth taken out last Tuesday. The recovery period is longer than I would have hoped or even imagined. One thing I am really fighting against is my inclination towards self-diagnosing. I am a hypochondriac, self-diagnosed (LOL). Usually when I get sick, it's symptoms I've had before so I know what… Continue reading Ruminating on rumination

Fight-or-flight? I’m choosing to flee, literally and metaphysically

It's been almost two weeks since I've blogged. I had actually drafted three different posts over the weekend, but ultimately deciding against publishing them. It has been a busy week at work. I had a work-related nightmare on Tuesday night/Wednesday morning, so that's a good sign that I am clearly not mentally checking out when… Continue reading Fight-or-flight? I’m choosing to flee, literally and metaphysically

Note to self: It will be okay

For the past week or so, I've been feeling super overwhelmed and inundated, as my previous post should have made rather clear. I go through these cycles in my life when all the demands seem too much for me to handle. It could be my perfectionism, my fear of failure... With respect to failure: What… Continue reading Note to self: It will be okay

Call it a poem, call it a lazy attempt at a blog post, call it what you will.

Where does this desire - nay, compulsion - for constant renewal come from? Why do I have all this energy to start projects, but then lose interest after a few months or even days? Is this my fate, is it in my disposition to start this, start that, take on this, take on that -… Continue reading Call it a poem, call it a lazy attempt at a blog post, call it what you will.