Confidence is attractive, I've been told by Mr. Rafia several times, especially during the times when I feel particularly unconfident (don't give me that squiggly red line, Chrome! Meriam Webster says it's a word!). As soon as you reveal to others how unconfident you are, it leaves you vulnerable... and not in a good way. … Continue reading This week has been — and will most likely continue to be — a lesson in tawakkul
I had all four wisdom teeth taken out last Tuesday. The recovery period is longer than I would have hoped or even imagined. One thing I am really fighting against is my inclination towards self-diagnosing. I am a hypochondriac, self-diagnosed (LOL). Usually when I get sick, it's symptoms I've had before so I know what … Continue reading Ruminating on rumination
It's been almost two weeks since I've blogged. I had actually drafted three different posts over the weekend, but ultimately deciding against publishing them. It has been a busy week at work. I had a work-related nightmare on Tuesday night/Wednesday morning, so that's a good sign that I am clearly not mentally checking out when … Continue reading Fight-or-flight? I’m choosing to flee, literally and metaphysically
For the past week or so, I've been feeling super overwhelmed and inundated, as my previous post should have made rather clear. I go through these cycles in my life when all the demands seem too much for me to handle. It could be my perfectionism, my fear of failure... With respect to failure: What … Continue reading Note to self: It will be okay
Where does this desire - nay, compulsion - for constant renewal come from? Why do I have all this energy to start projects, but then lose interest after a few months or even days? Is this my fate, is it in my disposition to start this, start that, take on this, take on that - … Continue reading Call it a poem, call it a lazy attempt at a blog post, call it what you will.